2015年12月21日 星期一

Sad Christmas 悲傷聖誕節


When I look back the things happened on me in 2015,
It was like a complicated drama~
I was freely cycling in South America- Argentina, Uruguay,Paraguay and Brazil in the begining of this year.
I saw lots marvelous sights of the world, made many friends from various countries and merrily shared my traveling advantures with overseas Taiwanese.
Then I suspended my second trip around the world for my ill father.
回顧2015今年發生的種種事情
好像八點檔的連續劇般
年初時我還在阿根廷、烏拉圭、巴拉圭、巴西快樂的騎車
看了不少世界奇觀、結識了不少世界友人、及和台灣海外同胞把酒言歡
之後為了父親的病,就這樣先暫停了第二次環球之旅


In March ,I come back to Taiwan .
When back home, I was busy looking after my father between the hospital and home.
But I never thought about my father tried to finish his life in the hospital . It was in April .
Furtunately we found it in the begining, it didn't cause the unreversible regret.
三月份回到台灣…
之後就在醫院和家中奔波來回,照顧爸爸…
沒想到我爸爸在四月份時,不知為何突然在醫院內自殺
幸好發現的及時,沒造成遺憾


I always think I will accompany my father to walk with his last road in his life during this time I come back to Taiwan.
However my dearest mother unexpectedly passed away at home on this 13th . 
It was happening abruptly. 
I realised that the uncertainty of life follows our daily lives.
I have too many words couldn't talk to my mum, too many things couldn't work for my mum. 
Mum left without anything. 
Only lots of sorrow,remorse and feeling the miss of my dearest mum.
As the children , to love in time.
所以一直以來我認為這次回台灣是為了送我爸爸最後一程路
怎知十二月十三日,我媽媽突然在家中逝世了
一切都太突然了
原來人生的無常是相伴於日常生活中啊
這一生有太多話沒對母親說、有太多事沒對母親做
母親什麼都沒有留下的離開
只是留給我們一堆的傷心、悔恨和不捨
為人子女者,真的愛要及時呢…


In the end of the year, I am here reporting my latest news.
I am sorry that I could not update my situation on time during these past days. 
I wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. 
Hiram
年底到了,我在這邊向大家匯報我的情況
也抱歉,這麼久都沒訊息
在這先祝大家聖誕快樂、新年如意
同華

    ps.這張照片是2013年出發前拍的照片,怎知一回來就人事已全非了…唉